Fattening

a boring sunday.. wanted to go out,
but no one seems to be free.
rotted at home with my cute little maggots.
it's also a fattening day to me..
eat DAM DAM alot LOL!!!!
you can never imagine that..
Muahahaha~ it's like sooooo xin fu lor..
alone finishing a tub of ice-cream =D
use a spoon to "gor" the ice-cream..
one BIG scoop into your mouth!!!!
Woooooaaaaahhhh~ SHUANG ARH!!!!!!!!



found out a serious matter,
about this guy mentioned on previous post on fri..
i dun mean to scold him with hurtful words..
but this time, i can't hold back..
it's way too out of mind!!!
hey dear, if u need attention,
just tell me, i'll give u some..
but for those question in ONLINE quiz,
can YOU PLEASE DON'T PUT OUR PHONE NUMBERS???
IT'S DAM FUCKING RUDE WITHOUT OTHERS PERMISSION!!!
AND IT'S OUR PRIVACY, YOU KNOW???
WHAT IF SOME FUCKING IDIOTS PRANK CALL US???
WILL THERE MAKES YOU FEEL BETTER???

*if you dun want others to hate you,
or leave you alone n emo...*
PLEASE KINDLY THINK BEFORE YOU DO ANYTHING!!
or else, you might me hate by me too =)

music move my day

went to SSDC this morning to book my basic theory test..
Whee~ cant wait to pass it and start going for driving lessons..
after that, went to upper peirce res. the park there..
enjoy afternoon sun, blazing hot.. enjoy the nature breeze..
lunch at home, den rot with my comp..
completed my Patapon 2 just now.. bored again..
watched some interesting videos..
LED poi, that's so cool like those taiki showed me on webby..
den from duno what time napped till 8pm..
after dinner, back to my comp to blog.. LOL
lifeless..

loving someone will never forget him/her so easily..
Jenesta! I love you and never let u go!
if there's someone bully you, tell me..
i'll ripp him/her apart!

moody post.

didn't sleep well on the previous day,
tired day for me, reach early for class..
8am class, i slept @ 2am.. LOL
after skl, went simei ite meet up with tingting.
yup i did know there's ALOT of things happen there,
behind my back some more =.= rumour and stuff..
what's wrong with you guys? i'm sick of it!
it's just an request for being a fake 'part-time'..
to let him prove to wj that he can jio me?
wth? am i an object for pple to push around?
grow up man! who cares whether u can prove.
wont you ever think of others feelings?
whatever.. worse comes.. having a gf /pt gf..
must show off one meh??? LOL!
sounds like kid.. telling the whole world..
=_=||| anyway, i call almost everyone dear or darr.
what so happy about it??
Haiz.. continue my post....
went tpcc watch ting & friends badminton..
Waaa hand itchy, wanted to play..
but will xia sui myself.. some more wear skirt..
guys as usual, bball all the way..
sian sia.. go lan, lan full..
end up dinner @ mac..

dear halistar, please don't sound like we had a fight..
i know you're having some problems & copping with ur project.
that's why you didn't sms often, you'll not be hate by me..
we are still friends right? Cheer up~ =)

last thing before i end..
what's wrong with liking one person?

Project done

Whee finally my group's life skill project is done..
the movie just screened today, but the outcome was horrible..
we didn't enough people to reach our target..
Disappointing, due to our preparation not enough..
but at least we have more experience next time to make an event..



this name taggy is made by Hafiz.. Nice right?

Jiayou next time bah ~

Sentosa

celebrated my belated bday @ Sentosa
thank you everyone for the wonderful day planned for me.
Esther Evelyn Jenesta Michelle Mark & WenJun..
and of coz, Joseph for the present though didn't turn up.
Hee, reach Sentosa.. Evelyn tio throw into the sea 1st,
while i enjoying my caake.. after eating, die x.x
instead of me being sabo, we tong xin xie li..
Burying time =D Victim is wj.. LOL!
Dam fun la, coz 1st time burying someone with sand..
haha, i sounded like no childhood =.=
went swimming with wj to another shore,
play with the little doggy. Kawaii~
till late evening, played 'true or dare'..
instead of tio-ing me, i rotted there..
as if the bottle will never spin to me..
Stupid Esther with stupid ideas.. x.x
Blah blah blah, went wash up..
back to Vivo.. Had dinner @ Super Dog..
Meet ly n ww, slack there abit..
jen n me took the last train home..


Random pics

Happy Birthday to me~

Happy Birthday to myself~
Whee~ so fast 18 yrs old leh..
OMG sounds so old.. 1st step to adult..
legal to watch M18 movies, and alcoholic drinks.

Received 1st present from kelvin, my birthday cake=)
Thanks everyone for the birthday wishes =)

count down

COUNTING DOWN 47HOURS and 52MINUTES~

TILL MY BIRTHDAY~

Shop shop x3

afternoon went amk meet up with aud,
whee~ Coffee Bean's caramel coffee ice blend~
head to Bishan shop for our slippers,
look out for many store, still OP is the best =D
had Tako Pachi together, walk walk around..
chatting non-stop~ Haha, best is Popular..
brings back alot of memories, not the store,
but the things in there, storybooks,
text books and assignment books..
we both were staring at it, haha..
among all, i still prefer biology text book..
the best book ever!!! Hee~

(>_<)v 幸せな一日

go go project!

HAPPY 18 BIRTHDAY TO SYAFIQ~


whee~ skl was as bored usual,
but much better than no skl.
after the tiring long break,
project discussion time,
almost done with it soon,
just left with those posters,
n the screening of the movie..
and end with a little feedback.

so many things happen this few days,
mood swing became worse,
i'm trying my best to controlling myself.
might mia for few days bah..
dun wanna be 18 yet, tell me..
that i'll be 17 forever..

*chocolates here i come*

no skl

bored bored bored, rot rot rot..
was so looking forward to skl..
but lesson canceled, how sad will it be?
haiz, rot at home whole day facing the comp.
even my maggots accompanied me..
half of my day watching animes,
n rotting with audition. new song added too.
at night kana drag out by my mum..
brought dinner home instead of eating outside.
together we watch my project's movie,
draggy but sad n touching movie..
will be shown on the 27May @ Macpherson Ite.

saddy

tired n moody day for me,
didn't have the mood to do anything.
and again, quarreled with him.
don't have much to say, yet drag back to the past.
didn't u promise to forgive/forget everything?
i hate the way u phrase things.
every time u'll only think of ur own feelings 1st,
what about others, dun care even they get hurt?
LOL! now i can tell u clearly, 小气的人不是我,而是你..
why i laugh? is the way u are now..
just a little matter n it can become into a big one.

*dear hun, sorry was not in the mood to talk,
i'm perfectly fine, won't angry that easily=)*

Happy Mother's day

Happy MaMa Day to every mama on earth~


nothing much to blog about. =]

Kayaking =)

woke up early this morning, well prepared for my happy day =)
first to reach bedok mrt, walk walk, had my breakfast near-by.
met up Joshua, rotted and waited for those late comers..
together we reach the Sea Sport Club aka Water Venture..
most people from this kayaking course are from church..
a small group of simei ite students.. and me =)
though at first i was left-out, end up making tons of friends..
sadly to say, only doubles kayak no single for us..
and the stupid reservoir! water to households, cannot do cap-size..
enjoyed whole day~ cause me and my partner chiong like mad..
always let everyone go first, den from the last to the first..
hehee, power siol!

it's been a long long time since i last touch any sports.
i bet my body ache like hell tomorrow x.x

Joshualina~

Last night's rain storm was horrible,
Lightning flashes like a super star,
Thunder roars like explosion...
Oh God, how the hell am i going to sleep?
2am, yet i'm still awake? tried to phone him,
LOL, having good life, watching mid-night movie?
*why still so cold towards me?*

Didn't sleep well at all.. Had nightmare too. Worst is..
Can't even wake up early for breakfast with Dad.
End up waking around 12pm.. Horrible!!!

last min lunch out at yck sport club there..
with Joshua koh, his sis & cousin..
pretty amuse, he knows how to string the tennis racket~
Pro leh~ 老板娘 say pass leh~
LOL, catch movie '252: signal of life' @ amk hub.
この映画なる素晴らしいです!!! Dam touching story line! Sugoi!
after movie, slacked at mac, comtinue our chat~
the way he describe things.. dam funny *laughs*
most of the time we di siao each other.. hahas.
6 years of friendship still counting..
the only friend that calls my chinese name =)

Whee~ good news for me~
Finally i have a chance to go back to my sporty life =D
ever since i pon tang ncc, didn't go for any kayaking le!!
YES ARH!!! Can't wait to tanned myself..
den can become Honey Brown~ So sweet~ xD

bebe's post.

Bebe is typing this post..

Daddy~ T_T whyyy neh reply my sms.
Me & Mummy misses you alot.
难道你不要我们了吗？
~Sobsobs~ *drowns mummy*
Tonight's rain so heavy.. thunder loud and scary..
how i wish daddy was by my beside.
O_O mummy wakes le.. i end here le. x.x

summary quarrel w zh

29/4- quarreled with Bebe's daddy
30/4- cold war starts
01/5- face the problem
02/5- still cold war?
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29/4 *PS. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Eldest Sis*
Status:Sick
Mood: Moody

Miss him too much, hope to see him.
phone him up, ask him whether is he free.
maybe i was too much.. like forcing him to come down.
i only think for myself, not not thinking of his feelings.
he says okay at 1st, but changed his mind later.
wishing me to go find him instead,
repeated sentence over again more den 5 times,
As you say i sounded "du lan"... but if..
someone repeat something so many times,
will you keep answering the same thing over n over again?
No! You'll surely get irritated right?
and that's why i sounded like that.. understand?
i might be 小气 to you, but there must be a reason behind,
i won't scold anyone w/o a reason, unless i was joking..
*P.S. the word 'Hopeless' had a deep impact on me.
It hurts like far more den i say u 'noob'
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30/4

Skl as usual, maggots all the way.
Only a few sms & calls from esther for the whole day..
Quite and money saving day for my phone. LOL.
coz of one msg received one the previous day.
"U not happy then dun talk to me la. No one forcing u rite?"
Best impact ever, seriously what can i still say???
I'm NOT not happy as u think i was,
True that no one is forcing me, but i just wanna make things clear.
I didn't run away with any anger, just 24hours to cool off.
24hours w/o ur voice is a torture to me.
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1/5
Had lunch with Esther at amk drive thru mac.
sharing each other's 心事.. till both of us emo.
went playground awhile, head down to zh's house,
hope to make things clear. reached his house @ 1++pm
we waited till he wakes up, Esther phoned & ask him come down awhile.
"I dun wan to see her, dun force me can?"
LOL. Nice one. That's my 1st time someone say this to me.
wait for miracle to happen.. we both rott there till 3pm..
end up going thomson plaza, den back home.
Time wasting? NO! it's not time wasting,
like that at least i can know he's 真心话.
原来我在他心里是这样的, 跟我在一起只是毁了他的快乐而已。
他根本不希望看到我。这就是恨吗？滋味果然还不错耶！
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2/5

Is the cold war continuing? 3 words...
I have no idea..

blog awakens

Wheeeee~ I'm finally back to blog =)
Clearing all spider webs and skins~
There's no more chat box due to too many spammers.
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So many things happened in the past month,
Didn't have the mood to touch my blog at all.
65% of my time I'm rotting, 35% Emo-ing.
Everyday at home looking forward to skl,
During break time, sitting there alone w/o someone to talk to.
Hope time could fly faster, rot till next class start.
What wrong with my life?
Aimless Meaningless Hopeless Useless.